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Welcome!

Hi, this is my journal. I don't know if I'll actually keep up with it, but I thought it was a cool concept.

↑ Please enjoy the PNG of Condiment King I taped in here.

2022

April 16th, 2022

Made a neocities page on a whim, even though I have a commission I'm supposed to be working on. I think he'll understand- he's never been a stickler for deadlines, or anything.

I added some different fonts (I've been waiting FOREVER to find a site to use Psyche Lover on) and a drop shadow to the headers!! I'm really proud of myself for that, actually, because I don't know that much about html and css but figured it out anyway.

April 17th, 2022

Last night, I had Easter dinner with my family. It was alright, but my cousin got very drunk and talked a lot. I don't really mind, but she kept trying to make me do shots of fireball and I was like "okay babe you've had enough actually"... It was nice, though.

April 18th, 2022

I finally got back on my ADHD meds, and damn can these things work. I spent half the day hyperfocusing on art and writing, then came out the other side like "haha why is it 4 pm". Anyway, it's nice to finally have some energy again, even if I'm not exactly channelling it as efficiently as I could be. I also started a Bratpack dedicated page on here, where I can drop progress pics and stuff. It's okay if I spoil stuff there, because I don't think anyone will actually look at it.

April 19th, 2022

I worked on some beading and my regalia today (my family is having a potlatch this year, so I have to hammer to get my button blanket and apron done). Other than that, I didn't do much. Might have some drinks, tonight.

April 23rd, 2022

My cousin has started playing Skyrim, so that's exciting! I can talk about lame game stuff with him, now : ) other than that, things have been alright, I guess. I'm thinking of moving back in with my sister, but I can't take my cat with me which is a problem. Maybe I'll go back and forth? I don't know. I just can't leave my cat because nobody else in the house is willing to give her the time and love she needs.

ALSO I just bought a microphone so I can record stuff less... crunchy. Nervous, because it was expensive, but excited.

April 24th, 2022

I might be getting into coding, now. I think I might download bootstrap and try to code a light/dark mode or multiple theme toggle for my index page or a throw-away testing page, because I want to see if it's possible then help out my friend bat with their tumblr theme, 'cause they said they were indecisive and wanted multiple themes at once. It seems like a really cool idea, honestly. I might also enroll in some digital design and web development courses for September.

Other than that, I've also been thinking of making a self-insert follower mod for Skyrim, 'cause I wanted to protect my cousin while he figures out how to play!

June 3rd, 2022

Guess who didn't finish any of those projects? It's cool though, they're just on the back burner for a while, I think. Happy pride month, by the way!! I've really gotta edit my resume btw. Writing it down here so if I forget you guys can publically shame me /j

June 8th, 2022

Well, well, well... Look who actually did edit mere resume and bring it in? Me- I did! Still waiting for any word back. I think they might just be hiring students right now, which is the case with a lot of places over the summer. It sucks ass, because people with no schooling and no prospects need employment too, right? In any case, I'm back at my sister's place for the time being. It's been really nice, actually. Though I have been stuck doing a lot of housework, it's been nice being able to leave my room without being yelled at or lectured. I do really miss my cat though (she's still at my mom's).

September 22nd, 2022

Still jobless! It's okay, though. Living at my sister's got less nice, but it's whatever. I've been doing alright, I guess. Looking forward to autumn!! Summer has been soo hot, I'm ready for it to cool down. Besides, it's a great season! Hay rides, pumpkins, warm drinks, sweaters...

2023

January 3rd, 2023

As the Smiths so aptly said, "I was looking for a job, and then I found a job, and heaven knows I'm miserable now."

It hasn't been too bad, actually. I've settled in well enough! Having less free time is just taking some getting used to. Happy New Year, by the way!

May 19th, 2023

We are fucking MOVING!! "We" as in me and my sister. I haven't started packing (I'm gonna leave it to the last minute) but it's exciting! Living in a place where my father will not randomly barge in and harrass me is gonna be fun and cool. I'm a little worried about how I'm gonna get to work, 'cause I can't drive and don't know how to use the bus, but I guess I'll figure it out.

My Maxxie also just graduated! I'm so happy for them <3

May 21st, 2023

For some reason that is truly and deeply beyond me, I decided to socially transition at work. I go by Ezra and he/him now. The only caveat is that I am not actually a guy.

Unfortunately, I am hopelessly devoted to this bit, and there is no punchline in sight.

June 29th, 2023

I'm going to make this page more annoying. I need to write in pink gel pen like "I'm losing my sense of humanity"fuck yeah

Oh shit, I could also do gold! Yaaay!

July 6th, 2023

Updated the font here to the newest version of my heartcore font. You're fucking welcome. Peace and love on planet earth.

July 25th, 2023

Whatever happened to forums? I miss forums.

Back when I was a little kid, I'd google anything and there'd be a forum somewhere in the results- for occultism, warrior cats, maladaptive daydreaming, etc. and they'd host exclusively the craziest people known to mankind. The type of crazy people are in public discord servers simply isn't the same.

August 4th, 2023

I have today off, so I overhauled my music page on here. It looked kinda boring, but now it's totally groovy. I used a palette I had kicking around for a while, and made a low effort background. OH! Also, I used a new display font I got! It's called BLOOM :)

August 16th, 2023

New tumblr dash scratches my brain wrong :(

February 8th, 2024

I have fallen ill and have been unable to work these past few days. I feel bad for calling in, but I know it's the right thing to do- for me and everyone else. I've also been struggling with some mental health issues, lately, and I've been wanting to at least get counselling for it but there's so many Barriers right now. Whatever, we ball. Happy 2024!